If I told you I missed you, would you care? If I told you I couldn't live without you, would you be there? If I told you I could be your everything, would you give me a chance? If I told you I could make you happy, would you give me the perfect romance? If I told you you're the only one I think about, would you keep track? If I told you I loved you...would you love me back?

Saturday

23 November 2012

Your paw prints will be forever on my heart.

Boys Like Girls ft. Taylor Swift - Two Is Better Than One

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought
"Hey, you know, this could be something"
'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
I can't live without you
'Cause, baby, two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I'll figure it out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

Friday

My Cat, Niko

23 November 2012.. Rest in Peace my dear Niko-meng

Kami jaga Niko awal tahun 2012, selepas ambil Apau. Niko c kucing manja n unik, memang jadi kesayangan family. Nakal tapi still pandai dengar cakap. Tidak akan dipukul walaupun dia nakal sebab ada satu kejadian dulu. Pernah bapa pukul dia (bukan kuat pun) sebab mau bagi dia pengajaran, jangan naik atas meja makan, lepas tu dia merajuk satu hari tu n tidak mau makan. Punya lah bapa susah hati time tu. Tu lah sebab kenapa dia tidak kena pukul lagi.

22 November 2012
Ada kucing lawan sama Niko. Niko masih kecil n kucing tu besar 2 kali ganda dari Niko. Cuba bayangkan. :(. Dia luka dalam di bahagian perut. Tidak dapat hantar pergi klinik haiwan sebab klinik haiwan tutup pukul 5. Tu incident happen at 4.30 pm. Sebab panic, kami pun lambat hantar Niko pergi klinik. Malam tu saya jaga Niko. Kasi bersih luka dia n badan dia. Mama pula sapu ubat di luka dia. Saya sediakan makanan, tapi Niko tidak mau makan. Dia mau minum air ja.. Punya lah sedih time tu. Saya tidur dalam jam 11 malam. Bapa cakap, esok c Niko ok sudah tu. Tuhan tolong lah.. Dalam hati saya masa tu.

23 November 2012
Dalam jam 1 pagi, adik mesej cakap yang Niko sakit teruk sudah, Takut tidak boleh tahan sampai pagi lagi. Saya bagi silent handphone, so saya baca mesej tu pukul 6 pagi esoknya. Cepat-cepat saya bangun n pergi tengo Niko. Berdebar-debar pula time pergi tengo Niko. Nampak badan dia masih gerak (bernafas). Saya ambil kain baru n tuala bagi Niko. Biar dia selesa sikit. Mula tu, saya masih boleh control perasaan. Lepas setengah jam, saya nangis tidak mau Niko kasi tinggal saya. Siap berdoa sama Tuhan lagi, jangan ambil Niko kesayangan saya. Setengah jam tu saya nangis tidak berhenti. Niko time tu saya tengo betul-betul kesakitan. Dia bunyi "meoww" hampir setiap minit. Sebab tidak tahan sudah tengo Niko macamtu, saya pun cakap berbisik sama Niko. "Ba..pigi la ko Niko..pigi la.." Masa tu memang nangis habis-habis sudah. Dalam 5 minit macamtu, nafas dia lambat-lambat sudah.. Dalam beberapa minit saja, Niko pun pergi kasi tinggal saya. Tepat sejam saya sama Niko.

Sepanjang 2 hari saya di rumah, Niko tiba-tiba manja dari biasa. Time saya angkat n peluk dia, dia terus tidur. Saya tau dia tunggu saya time dia sakit tu. Punya lah sedih bila kasi bayang macamana dia kesakitan semalaman tu sebab mau tunggu saya kasi rela dia pergi saja. Huhuhu. I Love You Niko... "Your paw prints will be forever on my heart."





Monday

Mencinta Hingga Terluka

Mencinta Hingga Terluka?



Jumpa ni buku di laman goodreads.. Macam siok ja tingu tajuk dia. Hohoho. Di mana saya boleh beli ni??





15 July 2012

Age, thou hast lost thy labor.

Amazed - Lonestar

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone,
Or anything
I can hear your thoughts, I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I want to spend the rest of my life,
with you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do,
Baby I'm amazed by you.

The smell of your skin,
The taste of your kiss,
The way you whisper in the dark.
Your hair all around me,
Baby you surround me
Touch every place in my heart
And it feels like the first time
Every time.
I want to spend the whole night
In your eyes

To Make You Feel My Love


When the rain is blowing in your face,
And the whole world is on your case,
I could offer you a warm embrace
To make you feel my love.

When the evening shadows and the stars appear,
And there is no one there to dry your tears,
I could hold you for a million years
To make you feel my love.

I know you haven't made your mind up yet,
But I would never do you wrong.
I've known it from the moment that we met,
No doubt in my mind where you belong.

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue,
I'd go crawling down the avenue.
No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do
To make you feel my love.

The storms are raging on the rolling sea
And on the highway of regret.
Though winds of change are blowing wild and free,
You ain't seen nothing like me yet.

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true.
Nothing that I wouldn't do.
Go to the ends of the Earth for you,
To make you feel my love
To make you feel my love

Thursday

Food Supplement

Lama betul tidak update blog :)
Maklum la sudah bergelar pekerja *cheyy*

Kerana ke'buzy'an kerja, corak pemakanan saya pun jadi tidak teratur. Bukan tidak sempat pg beli makanan pun, saya ni yang pemalas membeli and masak. Rasa lemah ja badan selalu. Teringat trainer d GEMS dulu cakap, makan la food supplemen @ makanan tambahan. Saya pun dengan rajinnya pg berjalan2 di Guardian. Selepas pilih2, akhirnya saya membuat keputusan untuk ambil 2 jenis food supplement. Actually, food supplement ni bukan la sesuatu yang asing bagi saya. Saya membesar dengan vitamin C dan B complex. Tu la sebab badan sentiasa gemuk dari dulu. :D Saya stop makan selepas graduate tahun lepas. Dengan harapan badan boleh kurus sikit. *tipu la kurus, makin gemuk ada la*

My Food Supplement :)
One A Day (21st Century)
Acid Free C 500mg


One A Day
Product Details
Stress, hectic lifestyles, irregular eating habits and food processing all increase our daily requirements for nutrients. 21ST Century ONE-A-DAY is an all-in-one, multivitamin, multi-mineral formulation with Zinc, Iron, Lecithin and Lysine to keep your body healthy and energized all day.

Nutrients Contained In A Tablet
Vitamin A, Vitamin B1, Vitamin B2, Vitamin B3, Vitamin B5, Vitamin B6, Vitamin B12, Folic Acid, Vitamin C, Vitamin D, Vitamin D3, Natural Vitamin E, Choline Bitartrate, Inositol, Lecithin, Lysine, Molybdenum, Manganese, Iron, Zinc, Potassium and Magnesium.


Acid Free C 500mg
Product Details
ACID-FREE C 500MG is derived from calcium ascorbate. A natural form of vitamin C just as ascorbic acid (hydrogen ascorbate) or sodium ascorbate are natural forms of vitamin C. Calcium ascorbate is not acid, therefore, more people can take larger amounts without acid upset or diarrhea. Equally important is that calcium ascorbate replenishes the calcium that is excreted in the urine due to the chelating properties of vitamin C. The more common vitamin C ascorbic acid, presents no problem to most people at most dosages, but the greater tolerance of the digestive system to the neutral (non-acid) calcium ascorbate can be lifesaving for some. And it is neutral without having to react in the stomach with harsh gas-producing buffers used in "buffered" vitamin C formulas.

Vitamin C Is Benefical For:
-Improvement of facial complexion.
-Eczema, dermatitis, skin ailments.
-Coughs, colds, infections.
-The Elderly.
-Those on antibiotics & medication.
-Women on the Pill.
-Smokers and people who consume alcohol.
-Diabetics.




Wednesday

11 July 2012


You've gotta dance like there's nobody watching,
Love like you'll never be hurt,
Sing like there's nobody listening,
And live like it's heaven on earth.
-William W. Purkey-

Thursday

21 June 2012

I believe in pink. I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner. I believe in kissing, kissing a lot. I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong. I believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls. I believe that tomorrow is another day and I believe in miracles.
-Audrey Hepburn-

Everytime - Britney Spears

Notice me take my hand
Why are we strangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Every time I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

And every time I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

And every time I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And every time I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

Wednesday

20 June 2012

29 April to 20 June 2012..
I am proud of myself. To spend over a month in BPBH for GEMS program is not an easy thing for me. 

I have learned so many things here in GEMS. Meet new people, make new friends and also I learned to work with them. *and also learn to speak in English language, sori la kalau ayat tunggang tebalik dan grammar xbetul..saya budak baru belajar..kekeke*

One of my  biggest weaknesses is I was afraid (super duper takut dan malu) to stand in front of people. GEMS taught me to overcome my weaknesses and change the weaknesses to become my strength. Rasa macam I'm not the same person lagi. Now I feel more confident and can stand in front of people *masih malu tapi tidak mcm sebelum ni*. Tapi still I have problem with my English (speaking adn writing skill). Oh my English! It's OK and it's alright kan.. Masih ada masa mau improve kan. :P


Be proud of yourself. You have to first believe in yourself for others to believe in you! Life is not always about succeeding, there will be failures along the way. We all know that.. Just because you don't succeed the first time doesn't mean that you should give up. Keep going until you make it where you want to be.
DON'T STOP, NEVER GIVE UP!

Tuesday

12 June 2012

In life God doesn't give you the people you want, instead He gives you the people you need. To teach you, to hurt you, to love you, and make you exactly the way you should be.

You Can Tell Me Your Dreams

When it seems like there's no one left to run to in this empty world you can come to me I'll be your shooting star. You can tell me your dreams I can't promise to make them come true, but I'll be there to pick up the pieces of your broken heart if your dreams happen to fall through.


Saturday

Borneo Paradise Resort

Want to write about GEMS Programmed but really don't  have any idea. aduii.
See the pictures (Borneo Paradise Resort) ja la ahh. :)














Haha. Ada word Paradise, tidak semestinya macam paradise kan? itulah kisahnya.. hahahaa.


                                                                                                              

Wednesday

Awal Ashaari Malamar Scha Al Yahya di Propaganza ( live )

Omaigad~ SO SWEET lah!
Kesian Scha pula yang kena terjah. Hahahaa.. Apa2 pun memang sweet la dorang.
Semoga perkahwinan mereka berjalan dengan lancar. :)
God Bless them :)


Wahhh.. Kalau la saya d lamar macam ni. Hahahaa..
Adoi, Just A Dream lah! ;)

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Sunday

My First Chapter 2012

We will open the book. Its pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called Opportunity and its first chapter is New Year's Day.

 bye 2011.. gonna miss u :)

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