If I told you I missed you, would you care? If I told you I couldn't live without you, would you be there? If I told you I could be your everything, would you give me a chance? If I told you I could make you happy, would you give me the perfect romance? If I told you you're the only one I think about, would you keep track? If I told you I loved you...would you love me back?

Friday

A Thousand Years Lyrics (Christina Perri)

VIERRA ELBO : SUPER LIKE THIS LOVE SONG. ;)

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when
I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty I know she is
Iwill be brave
I will not let anything
Take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath,
Every hour has come to this
One step closer

I have died everyday
Waiting for you
Darlin' don't be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

And all along I believed
I would find you
Time has brought
Your heart to me
I have loved you for a
Thousand years
I'll love you for a
Thousand more

Saturday

HIV dalam minuman (Pepsi)?

Heboh ni berita sekarang. Orang cakap ada Virus HIV dalam minuman Pepsi. Ada saya dengar orang cakap, ada satu orang tu dia penghidap HIV dan dia kasi masuk darah dia dalam semua minuman Pepsi. *aik, macam lain pula ini ayat.. tak kan lah dia kasi masuk dalam setiap tin.. mungkin dia kerja di kilang ba kali tu, dia kasi masuk sana pembancuh tu minuman kunun*

Saya pun terkejut la kunun. Saya pun kasi ringan-ringan jari cari info pasal ni benda. Nah, tenampak pula ni info pasal HIV.

No incident of food being contaminated with HIV-infected blood or semen has been reported to CDC. Furthermore, CDC has received no reports of HIV infection resulting from eating food, including condiments.

HIV does not live long outside the body. Even if small amounts of HIV-infected blood or semen was consumed, exposure to the air, heat from cooking, and stomach acid would destroy the virus. Therefore, there is no risk of contracting HIV from eating food.

Mau saya kasi translate jadi Bahasa Melayu? *tapi guna Google Translate ja la*

Tiada insiden makanan yang tercemar dengan darah atau air mani yang dijangkiti HIV telah dilaporkan ke CDC. Tambahan pula, CDC tidak menerima sebarang laporan jangkitan HIV akibat daripada memakan makanan, termasuk bahan perasa. "belum ada laporan orang kena jangkitan HIV bila dorang makan makanan atau minum minuman yang suda tercemar dengan darah atau air mani yang sudah kena jangkit HIV"

HIV tidak boleh hidup lama di luar badan. Walaupun sejumlah kecil darah yang dijangkiti HIV atau air mani adalah dimakan, pendedahan kepada haba udara,memasak, dan asid perut akan memusnahkan virus itu. Oleh itu, tiada risiko dijangkiti HIV daripada makan makanan.
HIV ni virus yang tidak kuat kalau di luar badan, tapi kalau sudah masuk di dalam badan terutama di darah kita, dia jadi virus yang tiada ubatnya.. Waawawa.. Seram. Apa-apa pun, hati-hatilah kawan-kawan.

Astro


Buat pertama kalinya, saya si pemimpi yang suka bermimpi telah menunaikan satu mimpi ngeri hari ini. Saya membunuh diri dengan meng'register' akaun astro atas nama sendiri! Oh tidak, ini mimpi ngeri. Lepas ni, tiap-tiap bulan akan kehilangan duit dengan banyaknya. O_O *telan air liur*. Ada siapa-siapa sudi tolong saya bayar? :P

Untuk pengetahuan:
Sekarang pemasangan RM 50 *contract 1 year*
Kalau tidak mau contract dengan astro pun boleh, tapi pemasangan RM 100.
Pilihan channel masih macam dulu. Bayaran bulanan pula mahal dari dulu. Mungkin sebab harga barang naik. *emm, macam tiada kena mengena pula sama harga barang*

"mood minta puji mau tengo movie berabis"


Serius la Vierra Elbo!

Lama tidak update blog. Selalu post entry yang jiwang, sampai jadi boring sendiri ni. :P
Elbobibo~ Serius lah tulis blog. Bukan kau saja yang boring nanti, mereka2 yang baca pun boring juga. Hehehee. The real EM is coming back "coming!" <--- bunyi macam zombie dalam Plant vs Zombies.
Jangan lagi post yang jiwang2 *nasihat diri sendiri*.

serious face?

Monday

I Belive That Someone, Somewhere is waiting 4 me just 4 me

Just Because I'm Not Begging For You
Doesn't Mean I Don't Want You...

Just Because I'm Not Crying
Doesn't Mean I Don't Care, Or I'm Not Sad...

Just Because I Don't Call You Every Night
Doesn't Mean I Don't Wanna Talk To You...

Just Because I Wish You The Best With Your New Girl
Doesn't Mean I've Stopped Loving You...

Or That I'll Move On Now,

Just Because I'm A Good Actor...
Doesn't Change The Fact That I'm Dying Inside... :((


pertama dan terakhir







kau buat aku bertanya, kau buat aku mencari, tentang rasa ini aku tak mengerti.. akankah sama jadinya bila bukan kamu.. lalu senyummu menyadarkanku, kau cinta pertama dan terakhirku..





Friday

Broken ..

To someone, I know u will read this.

Broken…Here I am on my knees. Living with my broken heart. My mistake was believing that someone would be here with open arms to catch me as I fell. Instead I hit the floor shattering into a thousand pieces of nothingness. Where we’re you when I needed you most? I look back and I see that I changed who I was. I thought I needed to be something different. Something that you would be proud of. I’m not going to lie to myself and say it is entirely your fault. Because that wouldn’t be true. I changed willingly over time. I thought I had to change who I was. I thought in doing so that it would bring you closer to me. I thought that maybe then you would take notice of how much I’ve grown up. And maybe then you would put your arms around me, holding me in that warm embrace. The one that makes me feel safe. Didn’t you ever ask yourself why I hugged you so much? Why the affection? Did you believe that I did it just for attention? Or to be playful? Because I will tell you now that those weren’t the reasons behind it.

I did it because I wanted you to hug me back. Because you we’re one of the very few that I ever felt safe with. You looked in all the wrong places for the answers to why I did it. You over thought it, looking for a deeper meaning that wasn’t there. The answer was staring you in the face. You couldn’t know how many times I wanted to run to you. To ask you to hold me. There was so many times I wanted to call you, as I sat there crying. Overwhelmed and alone. Needing someone there. To have someone wrapping there arms around me and telling me that I didn’t have to go at it alone. When those times descended upon me. My thoughts turned to you. I would reach for my cell phone, opening my phone book and looking at your name. My thumb hesitating over the send button. But I never could do it. I couldn’t find the courage to call you. I guess a part of me always knew that you wouldn’t catch me. I could call you when I didn’t need you.

I know I should have had others I could go to. You tried to tell me about how others cared for me and that I should try to talk to them when I had problems. But how could you expect me to go to others when I have trust problems? How many times now have I told you that I have trust problems? I was never like you. I couldn’t simply just talk to anyone about anything. I’m reserved and quiet. That I trusted you so much should have told you something right there. That you became important to me. That I could love you so much without being in love with you, should have told you everything you needed to know. Every time I fell I looked towards you for direction. In my heart I sat there with open arms, waiting for someone to embrace me. I didn’t want to be alone anymore. I found the pain of being alone becoming unbearable. It was a force that was crushing my heart. Can you see now what you mean to me?

I hug myself. Because there is no one else to do it. I grew up feeling alone, being the odd man out. I started craving attention. I wanted others to see that I lived. I wanted people to take notice that I existed. I waited and waited to see if there would be someone who would look upon me. But when the people who did pay attention to me decided I was a tool for their amusement. I felt a sense of despair welling up inside of me. I looked at the world and saw no beauty. Instead I saw people who would hurt others for their own personal gains. The world stared back and I could only find myself saying “Fuck you!” if this is how it was going to be I decided I didn’t need anyone.

Seeing such actions from others led me down a road that I didn’t wish to travel. A road that I found to be empty and neglected without care. Walking along this road, I found myself losing what I was about. I sacrificed what I thought was unnecessary. I did what I had to do in an attempt to cut off the pain that was flooding my heart. Instead I only made things worse didn’t I? I pushed away any hopes of living a life that came with love in it. Wasn’t asking for someone to be in love with me. I didn’t ask for a lover. I did ask for someone to notice that I was hurting. I was slowly self destructing without realizing it. This was a request that fell upon deaf ears. For so long I’ve looked for comfort. Maybe that is why I let myself open up to you the way I did. Maybe I thought that you would be someone I could turn to. That maybe you would be the one to mend the hole that was in my heart. I can see now that I placed to many wishes upon you. The fondest desires I had we’re to much.

That is what I found in you. The one person who is here. The one who gave me that gift. You asked why I always came to you when I got hurt. I couldn’t give you that answer. If you could see me now, I might be able to finally tell you why. To tell you the reason that I came to you. I came to you cause I knew that you wouldn’t have turned away from me. I came to you cause I felt safe in your presence. You made me feel like I was something more than trash by the side of the road. You looked at me and saw someone who could me more than what they were. You saw a person and not an object that was meant to be used by others. When I saw you. I saw someone who I wished to protect. Someone who I came to love and respect. You came close to touching my heart.

I changed so much. You influenced a lot of those changes. Sometimes I thought to myself. I love you and I hate you at the same time. I loved you for everything you did. I hated you for the way you knew me so well. I couldn’t hide anything from you. I was an open book before your eyes. Now I lay here broken into so many pieces. Believing that you were going to be there to break my fall. But I was wrong. You weren’t there. I fell and I don’t know who to blame. Is this the cost of believing in you? Or the result of my desires for comfort? As I look back at the past few years of knowing you. The constant thing I see is that you and I are similar yet different. You asked so many questions in an attempt to understand what I was about. But those damn answers were always before your eyes. I didn’t pretend to be deep. I wasn’t about something else than what I showed. I’m actually quite simple. Surprisingly you still haven’t figured that out. Now I am afraid that it is to late for you to see that. For now I am broken.

I hold my cell phone to my heart. One hand covering the other, in a vain attempt to hold on to the hope that you will call. I might be broken. But I wish to have hope. That we can reach out to one another before it is to late. Before my dreams come true. And I find you missing with no signs of your return to my life…


Monday

D'Massive

ketika "CINTA INI MEMBUNUHKU"
aku hanya bisa "DIAM TANPA KATA"
aku sangat "MERINDUKANMU"
"DAN KAMU" tiba2 berkata
"CINTA SAMPAI DISINI"..
kau hanya memandangku "SEBELAH MATA"..
ini adalah sebuah "DILEMA"
saat kau "ILFIL" padaku
aku merasa sepeti "MANUSIA TAK BERHARGA"..
dan "LUKAKU" bertambah saat aku tahu
bahwa aku "DI ANTARA KALIAN"
aku akan pergi walaupun "AKU TAK BISA HIDUP TANPAMU"


goldfisH


Thursday

63 days

hari ini hari yg ke-63 . hari ke-63 sy berdosa . saya tidak pernah benci orang separuh mati macam saya benci kau . boleh kah kau jangan muncul lagi dalam hidup saya . kau buat hidup saya bukan hidup saya lagi . kau buat saya macam mayat hidup . walaupun saya masih suka kau , x bermaksud saya masih mau sama kau .


huhu . God please help me . :(

Monday

Girl​s are like apples

Girl​s
are like apples
on trees. The best ones
are at the top of the tree.
The boys don't want to reach
for the good ones because they
are afraid of falling and getting hurt.
Instead, they get the rotten apples
from the ground that aren't as good,
but easy. So the apples up top think
something wrong with them when in
reality they're amazing. They just
have to wait for the right boy to
come along, the one who's
brave enough to
climb​ all
the way
to the top
of the tree


Thursday

28 Julai 2011



Packing my old books, I'll hope never meet all of u anymore..
-miss Rinda-

Wednesday

20 Julai 2011

Any change, even a change for the better, is always accompanied by drawbacks and discomforts.

Purple MYVI

Hari ini buzy ja . Banyak customer datang p kedai . Macam biasa banyak karenah aneh dorang .

Terfikir juga saya , bila saya mau cari kerja betul2 ni ? Sudah hampir satu tahun dari saya grad . Tapi masih malas malas mau serius cari kerja . Bukan saya tidak mau cari kerja . Saya mau tapi saya rasa selesa sudah di Ranau . Sudahlah semua peluang kerja saya sekarang luar dari Ranau dan yang sedih lagi luar dari Sabah ni . Wuhuhu . .

Malas malas mau kerja ni , masih juga ada impian tau . Minggu lalu ada orang datang p kedai promote kereta myvi baru . Wahhhhh ! i like it so much . PURPLE MYVI lagi tu . Tidak salah kan saya bermimpi . Ini impian baru saya ! Saya mau beli myvi purple yang baru . Chaiyo2 vera :)


Bermimpilah tentang apa yang ingin kamu impikan, pergilah ke tempat-tempat kamu ingin pergi. Jadilah seperti yang kamu inginkan, kerna kamu hanya memiliki satu kehidupan dan satu kesempatan untuk melakukan hal-hal yang ingin kamu lakukan.. <--- ni ayat saya dapat dari facebook kawan

Sunday

Menghitung Hari

pernah kah kamu rasa macam ni . . .

kamu cakap kamu benci seseorang tu . dia buat hati kamu sakit . kamu janji tidak mau jumpa dan tidak mau hubung dengan dia sampai bila bila lagi . kamu break up dengan dia . esoknya lepas tu kejadian , kamu masih marah dan tidak mau mengalah . kamu yakin dia akan mesej kamu seperti biasa dan kamu janji dengan diri sendiri tidak akan balas mesej dia . tapi tiada mesej dia juga . seminggu selepas tu , kamu masih bodoh tunggu dia .  sebab ego kamu tidak mau mesej dia . kamu sakit hati dan benci dengan dia . selain perasaan benci ada satu lagi perasaan lain . cakap rindu pun bukan . pernah kah kamu rasa tu perasaan ? perasaan bila cinta dan benci tu bergabung ? 
sebulan lepas tu kamu dapat mesej dari dia dan mesej tu buat kamu sakit hati sangat sangat sampai kamu rasa yang kamu tidak akan baik semula dengan dia sampai bila pun . dia buat kamu semakin benci dia . tapi sedar kah , kamu masih menghitung hari . menghitung hari sepanjang kamu lost contact dengan dia . macam masih mengharap tapi hati ego cakap kamu benci dan tidak mau berharap dengan dia lagi .  kalau betul kamu tidak harap sama dia lagi ,  kenapa kamu masih menghitung hari . kenapa kamu masih rasa kehilangan . orang cakap time will heal everything , tapi kenapa kamu masih tunggu .  mungkin kah sebab kamu bodoh , atau mungkin kah masa tidak pernah berjalan dalam dunia kamu ?

dalam 23 tahun ni , bulan Jun adalah bulan yang tidak akan dilupakan . you hurt my heart .


Saturday

16 Julai 2011

Tonight our skies have a new star while Heaven welcomed a new angel.

Rest In Peace to someone

when the life is start already ...
we cannot stop already...
we have the way to the end of life....

Ayat di atas ni yang dia tulis di facebook sebelum dia pass away .

Death never takes the wise man by surprise; He is always ready to go.

He is not friend of mine and I don't know who is he . Mungkin jumpa pun tidak pernah *walaupun tinggal satu daerah sama dia* . Tapi satu yang saya tau dia seorang yang baik hati . SANGAT suka berkawan . Seorang kawan yang baik . Huhu , terharu saya dengar semua cerita tentang dia . Cerita tentang semangat persahabatan dia dan cerita sebelum dia pass away . Even sebelum dia pass away , dia masih tunjukkan yang dia care sama kawan kawan dia . Semua itu tidak perlu lah saya cerita di sini . Saya orang yang bukan dia kenal pun boleh sedih dengan kepergian dia , apa lagi kawan kawan dia .

Saya tidak layak tulis tentang dia sebab saya ni bukan kawan dia . Kalau lah saya jumpa dia sebelum ini , pasti saya akan jadi salah seorang dari kawan dia sebab tiada orang yang bukan kawan dia . Semua orang adalah kawan dia . Dia kawan yang baik . Rest In Peace to you Ahui @ Fai Chai ...


Tonight our skies have a new star while Heaven welcomed a new angel.

Monday

I Need A Doctor - Eminem

I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long, I'm running out of time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor to bring me back to life

I told the world one day, I would pay it back
Say it on tape and lay it, record it so that one day I could play it back
But I don't even know if I believe it when I'm saying that
Y'all starting to creep in, everyday it's just so gray and black

Hope, I just need a ray of that
'Cause no one see's my vision when I play it for 'em
They just say it's whack, they don't know what dope is
And I don't know if I was awake or asleep when I wrote this
All I know is you came to me when I was at my lowest

You picked me up, breathing life in me, I owe my life to you
but for the life of me, I don't see why you don't see like I do
But it just dawned on me, you lost a son
See this light in you, it's dark
Let me turn on the lights and brighten me and enlighten you

I don't think you realize what you mean to me, not the slightest clue
'Cause me and you were like a crew
I was like your sidekick, you gon' either wanna fight me
When I get off this fucking mic or you gon' hug me
But I'm not an option, there's nothing else I can do 'cause

I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long, I'm running out of time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor to bring me back to life

It hurts when I see you struggle, you come to me with ideas
You say they're just pieces so I'm puzzled
'Cause the shit I hear is crazy but you're either getting lazy
Or you don't believe in you no more
Seems like your own opinion's not one you can form

Can't make a decision, you keep questioning yourself
Second guessing and it's almost like you're begging for my help
Like I'm your leader, you're supposed to fucking be my mentor
I can endure no more, I demand you remember who you are

It was you who believed in me
When everyone was telling you don't sign me
Everyone at the fucking label, let's tell the truth
You risked your career for me, I know it as well as you
Nobody wanted to fuck with the white boy Dre
I'm crying in this booth

You saved my life, now maybe it's my turn to save yours
But I can never repay you, what you did for me is way more
But I ain't giving up faith, and you ain't giving up on me
Get up Dre, I'm dying, I need you, come back for fuck's sake

I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long, I'm running out of time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor to bring me back to life
Bring me back to life, bring me back to life, bring me back to life
I need a doctor, doctor to bring me back to life

It literally feels like a lifetime ago
But I still remember the shit like it was just yesterday though
You walked in, yellow jumpsuit, whole room, cracked jokes
But once you got inside the booth, told you like smoke

Went through friends, some of them I put on
But they just left, they said they was riding to the death
But where the fuck are they now, now that I need them
I don't see none of them, all I see is Slim
Fuck all you fair-weather friends, all I need is him

Fucking backstabbers
When the chips were down, you just laughed at us
Now you 'bout to feel the fucking wrath of aftermath, fagots
You gon' see us in our lab jackets and ask us where the fuck we been?
You can kiss my indecisive ass crack, maggots, and the cracker's ass

Little crackerjack beat, making wack mass
Backwards producers, I'm back bastards
One more CD and then I'm packing up my bags and as I'm leaving
I'll guarantee they scream, Dre don't leave us like that man 'cause

I'm about to lose my mind
You've been gone for so long, I'm running out of time
I need a doctor, call me a doctor
I need a doctor, doctor to bring me back to life

4 Julai 2011

If you can't sleep, then get up and do something instead of lying there worrying.  It's the worry that gets you, not the lack of sleep.

Wednesday

29 Jun 2011

A friend is someone who understands your past, believes in your future, and accepts you just the way you are.

Tuesday

28 Jun 2011

Believe in yourself! Have faith in your abilities! Without a humble but reasonable confidence in your own powers you cannot be successful or happy.

Monday

Minggu lalu punya cerita..

mau tau cerita minggu lalu? *perasan la ada orang yang mau tau*

sudah hampir 3 bulan saya kerja di wakil celcom. macam2 orang yang pelik2 saya jumpa. kadang2 rasa macam mau membunuh juga masa layan karenah aneh2 customer. pernah juga saya rasa mau beli sniper, tidak pun pedang samurai. *saya macam bakal2 jadi pembunuh upahan ja ni sebab tekanan jumpa cutomer yang aneh*

sebagai wakil celcom, kami ada had pembayaran untuk celcom broadband . ini la masalah dia, ramai orang mengeluh celcom lambat la, itu lah ini lah . beberapa hari yang lalu, ada c cerewet datang pg kedai. oleh sebab pembayaran suda penuh, jadi kami tidak mau terima pembayaran terutama dari customer yang cerewet :D. sebenarnya, kami terima pembayaran secara manual juga, maksud pembayaran secara manual ni kan; kami terima duit dorang, kalau sudah update dari center celcom baru kami masukkan semua pembayaran manual tadi. tidak mengambil masa yang lama juga, dalam 2 atau 3 hari ja la. lagipun kami wakil celcom, jadi broadband yang kena potong boleh aktif semula kurang dari 24 jam. biasa 5 jam pun boleh aktif sudah balik. oya, c cerewet tadi ni datang mengamuk2. yang lucu dia cakap, "kerajaan pun mau saman sudah celcom ba sebab terlampau lambat". dia cakap lagi "kenapa la celcom ni, tidak mau duit kah". dalam hati saya masa tu sudah kasi bayang yang saya sedang pancung kepala dia sebab banyak lagi dia cakap yang bikin %^$##$@$!! *maklum la saya pengguna celcom yang setia wlupun saya ada guna Digi & Maxis juga*

kami pun diam2 ja la. banyak ba saya mau cakap mula2 tapi sabarrr bilang bos. makin banyak kita cakap, makin lama c cerewet di sini. lepas dia keluar, saya ketawa teresak2 *ehh, menangis terbahak2* ehh. . ketawa terbahak2. kesian, orang MODEN tapi tidak pandai buat pembayaran guna sistem yang lagi senang. CIMBCLICKS kan ada. tak kan la tiada bank cimb? atau maybank atau bsn? gaya ja moden, tapi fikiran masih klasik .

nanti post lepas ni saya ajar bayar broadband guna cimbclicks.. SENANG ja ba

Love Of My Life - Dewi2

Love of my life - you've hurt me
You've broken my heart and now you leave me
Love of my life can't you see
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me, because you don't know -
What it means to me

Love of my life don't leave me
You've taken my love and now desert me
Love of my life can't you see
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me, because you don't know -
What it means to me

You will remember -
When this is blown over
And everything's all by the way -
When I grow older
I will be there at your side to remind you
How I still love you - I still love you

Back - hurry back
Please bring it back home to me
Because you don't know what it means to me -
Love of my life
Love of my life

p/s: banyak yg nyanyi ni lagu.. tp sy suka dewi2 nyanyi :P

27 Jun 2011

Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow. The important thing is not to stop questioning.

Saturday

Survey dari Facebook

NAME: Vera @ Elbo
AGE: 23
BIRTHDATE: 2 May
PRESENT ADDRESS: Rumah sendiri d Kg K

Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. (To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, copy and paste this note, erase my answers and enter your own, tag people in the right hand corner of the app then click publish.) <---- dari facebook c onn ni. tiada idea mau tulis blog, tu pasal la post di blog.


WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = F&N Grapes
2. last phone call = Ezra
3. last text message = Ha ha ha
4. last song you listened = I Will Be-Avril Lavigne
5. last time you cried = masa c Gundodop (my luvly dog) past away :(

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = ya kali tu . .
7. been cheated on = macam tiada . .
8. kissed someone & regretted = no
9. lost someone someone special = yes
10. been depressed = yes
11. been drunk and threw up = no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. Purple
13. Black
14. Baby Blue

LAST YEAR (2010), HAVE YOU:
15. Made a new friend =yes
16. Fallen in love =  no
17. Laughed until you cried = Yes . . wahahhahaa
18. Met someone who changed you = yes
19. Found out who your true friends were = yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you = no
21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend's list = no

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = Hampir semua saya kenal 600+ o_o
24. Do you have any pets = yes
25. Do you want to change your name = tidak mau
26. What did you do for your last birthday = pg kerja juga. bikin sedih :(
27. What time did you wake up today = 6:45 am
28. What were you doing at midnight last night = ZzzzZz . .
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = MONEY ~ hahahaa . . .
30. Last time you saw your Mother = tadi pagi sebelum pg kerja
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = dun want to meet him . . my nightmare
32. What are you listening to right now = mp3
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?= ya , d sebelah ja dia . . huahuahuaa . .
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = apa aahh?
35. Most visited webpage = Tribal Wars
37. Nickname = Vera @ Elbo
38. Relationship Status = single
39. Zodiac sign = Taurus
40. Male or Female = female
41. Elementary = SRK St Benedict
42. High School = SMKMSR
43. College = Kolej Matrikulasi Labuan
44. Hair colour = Black
45. Long or short = Long
46. Height = 159.5 cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Nope
48. What do you like about yourself? = semua..
50. Tattoos = teda
51. Righty or lefty= righty

FIRSTS:
52. First surgery= palis2
53. First piercing = ears
54. First best friend: Lydiannah
55. First sport you joined = netball
56. First vacation = Kota Kinabalu :P
58. First pair of trainers = ??

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = no
60. Drinking = no
61. I'm about to = update my blog
62. Listening to = mp3 . . Innocence-Avril Lavigne
63. Waiting for = masa balik rumah . .


YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids? = yes
65. Get Married? = yes
66. Career? = yes

WHICH IS BETTER:
67. Lips or eyes = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = hugs
69. Shorter or taller = taller
70. Older or Younger = older *x mau telampau tua!!*
71. Romantic or spontaneous = saya mau dua2 . . hahahaa
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = ermmm ? xdpt dibayangkan
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive but loud . . he he he
74. Hook-up or relationship = ??
75. Trouble maker or hesitant = tidak mau

HAVE YOU EVER:
76. Kissed a stranger = palis2
77. Drank hard liquor = tidak pernah
78. Lost glasses/contacts = Yes . . hilang glasses , hilang CL
79. Sex on first date = puii , mustahil
80. Broke someone's heart = huhuhu . . sori2
81. Had your own heart broken = ;(
82. Been arrested = tidak pernah
83. Turned someone down = macam tidak pernah . . lol
84. Cried when someone died = yes
85. Fallen for a friend = belum pernah lg..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself = yes
87. Miracles = yes
88. Love at first sight = yes
89. Heaven = yes
90. Santa Claus = hahhaa . . masa kecil2 la
91. Kiss on the first date = no
92. Angels = yes

Friday

Avril Lavigne - Losing Grip

Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away? Here's what I have to say

I was left to cry there
Waitin' outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone

You, you need to listen
I'm startin' to trip, I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick you placed beside you
To take somebody's place?
When you turn around can you recognize my face?
You used to love me, you used to hug me
But that wasn't the case, everything wasn't okay

I was left to cry there
Waitin' outside there
Grinnin' with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone

You, you need to listen
I'm startin' to trip, I'm losin' my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Cryin' out loud, I'm cryin' out loud
Cryin' out loud, I'm cryin' out loud
Open your eyes
Open up wide

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone

Why should I care?
If you don't care, then I don't care
We're not goin' anywhere

Why should I care?
'Cause you weren't there when I was scared
I was so alone

Why should I care?
If you don't care, then I don't care
We're not goin' anywhere

24 Jun 2011

Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it.

What Your Name Means (Numerology)

lama tidak update blog :P
buzy2 buat saya hilang idea. ermm.
lama tidak buka facebook juga <---- ayat menipu
baru buka facebook tadi sebab lama tidak buka dan saya jumpa satu game menarik. entah game ka apa ni. hee..
hehe. rasa gatal gatal tangan mau tulis.

What Your Name Means (Numerology) <---- sila klik

masa bosan2 masuk facebook tiap2 hari, tiba2 saya nampak orang kasi rekomen ni laman web. saja mau menghilangkan bosan. cuba kamu masuk, best juga tau. tapi jangan terlampau percaya, cukup sebagai hiburan. jangan telampau percaya sudah la k. ;)

masuk tu laman web, lepas tu taip nama. tekan submit. :)
muncul la ayat2 panjang lebar pasal nombor yang terhasil dari nama kita.


Sunday

POEM


Broken hearts are never healed. They haunt us for a lifetime even if we find someone else. Our past teaches us lessons that make us more aware and more human. Why then do we feel so hurt knowing it can only get better? Break ups are never easy, but writing break up poems does help.

8 Mei 2011

the hardest thing about growing up is that you have to do what is right for you even if it means breaking someone's heart. including your own.

Friday

6 Mei 2011

We should all be concerned about the future because we will have to spend the rest of our lives there.

Tuesday

Silent Love

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

**I will walk with you side by side with only one condition: please hide your wings so that no one may know you are my angel.**

Wednesday

Beijing

German 1 Jun 2011!! ok saya boleh terima.
Beijing 13 April 2011 * bisuk!!!!* no3~ saya tidak boleh.

Friday

Beyonce - Listen

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but can't complete
Listen to the sound from deep within
It's only beginning to find release

Oh, the time has come for my dreams to be heard
They will not be pushed aside and turned
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

You should have listened, there is someone here inside
Someone I thought had died so long ago
Oh, I'm screaming out and my dreams'll be heard
They will not be pushed aside on words
Into your own all 'cause you won't
Listen

Listen, I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on mind
You should have known

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own

I don't know where I belong
But I'll be moving on
If you don't, if you won't

Listen to the song here in my heart
A melody I start but I will complete

Oh, now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you think you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own, my own

Wednesday

sy mo konjugate dari yg saya mau dulu boleh ka?

dulu cakap mau boypren yang kaya.. lelaki yang berkerjaya kunun.. boleh pg melancong di luar negara selalu :)

tapi orang kaya + berkerjaya ni selalu buzy @ tiada masa mau melayan gelpren pula.. bila dia mau pg luar negara sebab kerja, stress pula di sini.. takkan la mau ikut juga.. tidak apa la kalau sudah jadi bini dia.. adoiyai~ T_T hate2.

sudah la di tempat kerja dia, dia kana keliling sumandak2.. macam mau kasi tsunami ja tu laut china selatan~ tau la ko d barat sy d timur!! *palis2 tu tsunami*

p/s: 3 bulan la tidak payah topup ni kalau ko pg Jerman..:(

Friday

4 years

4 years it become a secret and it's really hard to bear
you said this could only get better
there's no rush cause we have each other
you said this would last forever
but all your promises is just a shit
inside me now is just heartache and pain
not loving you is harder than you know!

Saturday

26 Mac 2011

Time will make you forget me but time will make me love you more than before..

Thursday

24 Mac 2011

"Forget the times he walked by, Forget the times he made you cry,
Forget the times he spoke your name, Remember now your not the same.
Forget the times he held your hand, Forget the sweet things if you can,
Forget the times & Don't pretend, Remember now he's just your friend."

Wednesday

23 Mac 2011

I dont miss him, I miss who I thought he was..

Tuesday

22 Mac 2011

“We're born alone, we live alone, we die alone. Only through our love and friendship can we create the illusion for the moment that we're not alone.”
- Orson Welles -

Monday

21 Mac 2011

Love, like a river, will cut a new path
whenever it meets an obstacle.

- Crystal Middlemas -

Sunday

20 Mac 2011


What is Love?


"Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being "in love" which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident. Your mother and I had it, we had roots that grew towards each other underground, and when all the pretty blossoms had fallen from our branches we found that we were one tree and not two."-St. Augustine-

like like like this quote..:))

Saturday

19 Mac 2011

Tired of these endless games, Time to end the darkened day To raise the sword To kill the light Because there is no reason left to fight..." 
-Night Oasis-

Find Yourself - Brad Paisley

When you find yourself
In some far off place
And it causes you to rethink some things
You start to sense that slowly
You're becoming someone else
And then you find yourself

When you make new friends in a brand new town
And you start to think about settlin' down
The things that would have been lost on you
Are now clear as a bell
And you find yourself
Yeah that's when you find yourself

Where you go through life
So sure of where you’re headin'
And you wind up lost and it's
The best thing that could have happened
‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well
Because you find yourself
Yeah that’s when you find yourself

When you meet the one
That you've been waitin' for
And she's everything that you want and more
You look at her and you finally start to live for some one else
And then you find yourself
That’s when you find yourself

When we go through life
So sure of where we're headin'
And we wind up lost and it's
The best thing that could have happened
‘Cause sometimes when you lose your way it's really just as well
Because you find yourself
Yeah that's when you find yourself

Friday

18 Mac 2011

Matagal kong tinagong mahal kita. Ginawa ko ang lahat para sayo. Binigay ko na pati puso at kaluluwa ko pero hindi mo pa rin ako napansin. Ang masakit pa dun, nang naglakas loob akong sabihin sayong mahal kita, ang sinabi mo lang, "Owh? Talaga?"

Thursday

17 Mac 2011

Since love grows within you, so beauty grows.
For love is the beauty of the soul.
-Saint Augustine-

Wednesday

16 Mac 2011

You break her heart, I'll break your neck.
 Vin Diesel 

*wakakkaa...lawak la ni quote!!*

Tuesday

15 Mac 2011

Dream as if you'll live forever, live as if you'll die today.
-James Dean-

Monday

14 Mac 2011

"If you love me, let me know.
If not, please gently let me go"

Sunday

Escape The Fate - Harder Than You Know

You said this could only get better
There's no rush 'cause we have each other
You said this would last forever
But now I doubt if I was your only lover

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
'Cause girl you're driving me so crazy

How can I miss you if you never would stay?
If you need time I guess I'll go away (I'll go away)
Inside me now there's only heartache and pain
So where's the fire? You've begun the rain

Are we just lost in time?
I wonder if your love's the same
'Cause I'm not over you

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you're driving me so crazy
And if you don't want me than
I guess I'll have to go (I guess I'll have to go)
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)

So I'll make the call
And I'll leave today
I'm gonna miss you 'cause I love you baby
Yeah, I'll make the call
I'm leaving today
And leaving always drives me crazy

Leaving always drives me crazy

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Yeah)

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go (Trying to let go)
Not loving you is harder than you know
('Cause girl you're driving me so crazy)

And if you don't want me then
I guess I'll have to go (I guess I'll have to go)
Not loving you is harder than you know
(Girl you're driving me so crazy)

Baby, don't talk to me
I'm trying to let go
Not loving you is harder than you know
Girl you're driving me so crazy

13 Mac 2011

Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry. And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.

Saturday

12 Mac 2011

Heavy hearts, like heavy clouds in the sky, are best relieved by the letting of a little water.
- Antoine Rivarol -

Friday

Vierra - Kesepian

Di mana kamu di mana, di sini bukan
Ke mana kamu ke mana, ke sini bukan
Katanya pergi sebentar ternyata lama
Tahukah aku sendiri menunggu kamu
Jangan kau pergi lagi
Aku tak mau sendiri
Temani aku tuk sebentar saja
Agar aku tak kesepian
Katanya pergi sebentar ternyata lama
Tahukah aku sendiri menunggu kamu
Jangan janji-janji terus
Aku tak mau kau bohong
Temani aku tuk sebentar saja
Agar aku tak kesepian
Jangan kau pergi lagi
Aku tak mau sendiri
Temani aku tuk sebentar saja
Agar aku tak kesepian
 
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