If I told you I missed you, would you care? If I told you I couldn't live without you, would you be there? If I told you I could be your everything, would you give me a chance? If I told you I could make you happy, would you give me the perfect romance? If I told you you're the only one I think about, would you keep track? If I told you I loved you...would you love me back?



Bolehkah saya bertahan untuk tidak balik rumah? Sebab sekarang saya sangat3 homesick..

When you're homesick, you're not sick in the usual way *like with a cold or chickenpox*. Homesick means you're upset, sad, and maybe scared. You might also have a headache or stomachache because being upset can sometimes make your body feel bad, too. It's hard to be homesick because you're caught between two things you want — to have fun with your friends and to be back home where you feel safe. But don't feel weird. A lot of people get homesick, even grown-ups.

Tidak apa la.. Mungkin sebab banyak masalah baru-baru ni jadi saya rasa mau balik rumah ja. Saya mesti bertahan! Saya sudah dewasa tidak boleh macamni ja. Sikit2 homesick, mau balik rumah sudah. Bila la saya mau hidup berdikari?



You make my heart melt, and my stomach fill with butterflies. You leave me speechless and yet full of laughter... Your such an incredible man.

napa mesti speechless tiap kali dia ada di depan ???!!! >.<.



Test PR
1. open book
2. soalan objektif (a, b, c, d or e)
3. lima soalan sahaja
4. 30 minit ( satu soalan 6 minit)

wow.. ni test nampak senang betul kan.. xpayah study pun boleh..

1. tidak boleh cakap dengan kawan
2. sistem pemarkahan:
    -markah penuh untuk satu soalan ialah 2 markah
    -kalau kurang tepat tp masih betul dapat 1 markah
    -kalau salah 0 markah
    -kalau salah dan langsung tiada kena mengena -1 markah
3. duduk d tempat masing2, jangan jalan2. biar lecturer sendiri yang pungut kertas dari meja ke meja.
    *teringat mcmana lec mgamuk n kasi koyak kertas student sbb jalan2 masa dia mau pungut paper*
4. pastikan nama ditulis..
    *kalau xtulis, markah dgn sendirinya jadi 0*
5. kalau dapat markah negatif, markah test or exam seterusnya akan di tolak.. 
     *cth dpt -3 untuk test satu : test dua dapat 3... so carry mark = 0*!!

wawawa... tidak pernah orang dpt full mark walaupun open book test!! ada org boleh dpt -3 lagi... wahhhhhh!!!!! tiap kali test mesti rasa macam mau pg berperang.. hahhaaa!!



1 new message

1 new message
"hai ***.."
(no baru? malas mo balas)

15 jam kemudian....

1 new message
"ingat kita lagi x?"
(no tadi lagi? macam tau siapa... tapi.. mustahil2)

1 jam kemudian....

1 new message
no baru  : "rindu msia"
***         : rindu msia? manusia or Malaysia?
no baru   : "mesti la Malaysia syg oi. kalau rindu manusia, rindu sorang cukup. i baru balik dari Jerman n u org pertama yang i mesej."
(saya tau siapa pemilik no baru tadi)

huish.. so complicated.. T_T




makin dekat sama final exam, makin kuat pula saya tidur.. hohuhu..
tolong2... bila mau study ni??



Daily Bread - 19 Oktober 2010

Start where you are in serving the Lord,
Claim His sure promise and trust in His Word;
God simply asks you to do what you can—
He’ll use your efforts to further His plan.



Kelas FM

Ini la kelas paling boring untuk semester ni..
duduk d kuliah dengan pelajar2 yang saya tidak kenal..
setiap kali masuk ni kelas, saya mesti tidak tumpu perhatian.. boring3..
saya rasa bukan subjek ni yang boring tapi lecturernya yang memBORINGkan..
tapi kadang-kadang kesian pula tengo tu lecturer.. tiba2 membayangkan diri sendiri jadi lecturer tu..
haish.. kena tumpu perhatian juga elbo!



pain and disappointment when loving someone

There is always pain and disappointment when loving someone, but you have to continue sharing your love because the more you love,the more you'll get to know yourself, all because every person you love becomes your reflection..



masih bisa mencintai

When you look in the mirror of God's love, you have real hope. God's love transforms your mind and heals your damaged emotions. Nothing is too hard for God. No matter how sick you are or how hopeless you feel, God's love can make you better. The most powerful force in the universe is God's love, and the most positive force in the universe is God's love. The moment you open your heart and mind to the power of his love, improvement begins.

God created you, and He knows you better than you know yourself. He knows what ails you, and He knows the cure. No matter what therapies you have tried in the past, if you have not experienced God's love, you are missing out on the most powerful medicine in the universe. God's love always makes your life better. If you want to heal a broken heart and drive depression from your mind, a liberal application of God's love will make it happen faster. If you want to restore wholeness to your heart and mind, you need to max out on God's love.

No matter what you have done, and no matter how far off course you have gotten, there is no way to escape from God's love. His love surrounds you, and you will either sink or swim in His ocean of love.

Nothing is to hard for GOD. No matter how sick you are or how hopeless you feel, GOD's Love can make you better.

p/s: Jika engkau masih bisa mencintai ... maka engkau termasuk orang yang besar, karena cinta adalah berkat Tuhan yang tidak didapat dari manapun.



HE heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds; (Psalm 147:3)

Healing in progress....
















Healing complete...





Bilang saja OK~

I'm gonna be alright without you :)

Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the past..




how old were you when you first fell in love: 18 years old
what is his name: ...H
where did you meet: ...place that i never had imagine, will never go there again
how long did it last: 2 year
why did it end: it's my fault
do you have any regrets: yes

was it your fault: yes
why did it end: it's my fault
how long did you hurt: 2 years
do you still think of him: yes
what are things you remember: purple rose
do you miss him: so much
do you call his phone just to hear his voice: no ;(
would you do anything different: yes~ semua different
what was his name: ...H
how old are you now: 22 years old
do you want to be with him again: no
do you still talk: no

love: hurt
family and friend interference in your relationship: they know what the best for us
how far should a person go to prove the love they have for you: heal my broken heart and go find me a purple rose

do you want to be in love again: Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why it’s called falling in love, because you don’t force yourself to fall, you just fall.




I promised myself I wouldn't think about you...I broke it the first day...

"It's hard to love someone who's in love with someone else, you have to ignore the pain and swallow your pride. Just to be a friend... but that's all worth it because sometimes friendship lasts longer than love."

And I know that I should probably just let go, because I know that it won’t work out and everyone tells me that. So I try to convince myself that I’m better off without him...but then I’ll think of him and remember his smile and I can't imagine myself with anyone else and no matter how hard it will be, I want to be with him.

I like you, a lot, but I'm so afraid that I'll hurt you. If I did, I don't know how I'd live with myself. But I don't know how I'd live with myself if I let you walk away either.

A smile hides a thousand tears and a broken heart.

When you touched my hand for the first time, I wanted nothing more than to hold it forever.

Of course we’ll meet new people and fall in Love again, of course we’re gonna hate each other sometimes and seek ways to hurt each other. . But we'll ALWAYS HAVE A HISTORY THAT WONT LET US FORGET ABOUT EACH OTHER no matter how much we want too.

I’m so scared that I’ll never find someone who loved me the way you do and at the exact same moment, I’m scared to death that I will.

"Tell him that I don’t love him and that I don’t need him anymore. Tell him that I don’t miss him and that I don’t want to see him at all. But most of all..don’t tell him I said all this with tears in my eyes.

I’m a tear.
I’ve been here before.
I know her perfumed fingers.
I know the cold cold floor.
Every time you leave her;
Every time you don’t call..
When she can’t help herself,
It’s my job to fall.

"Tears are a waste of body fluid. They smear your make-up, stain your cheeks, make hair stick to your face, and to top it off they don’t taste that great either. So, don’t let a boy make you cry. That is unless he is willing to fix your make-up, find a magical cure for tear-stained cheeks, dry your hair, and let the tears fall in his mouth."

"After a while, you just can't cry anymore. You just have to believe that what happens is what's supposed to happen, and well, you can't change that, even if you tried. So just dry the tears, and hope that tomorrow will be a better day."

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

“You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.”

“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”



Gita Gutawa feat. Maia - Mau Tapi Malu

Kau yang di sana, siapa dirinya
Buatku terpana
Kesan pertama sungguh mempesona
Ingin mengenalnya

Di kepalaku ada suka yang menggila
Sudikah kamu mengenalku, mendekati aku

Aku mau tapi malu
Ku suka matamu, hidungmu, wajahmu
Dan aku mau untuk jadi milikku

Aku mau tapi malu
Ku suka gayamu, tingkahmu, senyummu
Tapi ku malu tuk katakan padanya

Aku yang selalu punya sejuta cara, cara tuk merayu
Tapi yang terjadi aku seperti ini
Ku bingung sendiri

Di kepalaku ada suka yang menggila
Sudikah kamu mengenalku, mendekati aku

Aku suka
Aku mau
Tapi sungguh aku malu

Aku diam
Aku bingung
aku harus bagaimana
Oh Tuhanku tolong aku
Mengapa ku jadi bodoh
Ku tak tau kenapa
Ku tiba-tiba jadi malu
Ku tak tau tak tau ku tak tau tak tau

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