If I told you I missed you, would you care? If I told you I couldn't live without you, would you be there? If I told you I could be your everything, would you give me a chance? If I told you I could make you happy, would you give me the perfect romance? If I told you you're the only one I think about, would you keep track? If I told you I loved you...would you love me back?

Friday

12 minit sebelum tahun 2011

Tadi saya keluar pg rumah pastor.. Ada makan-makan di sana. Mula-mula tu ingat mau kasi habis tahun di sana, tapi bila uncle cundi balik tadi, saya join dorang balik juga. Bukan sebab tidak best d sana.. Best betul di sana *banyak MAKANAN*. kehehehee... Tapi saya mau tahun baru hari ni saya duduk sendiri, mau renung semua kebaikan Tuhan sama saya. Saya sangat2 diberkati tahun ni. Tuhan memimpin sepanjang perjalanan tahun ni.. Sekarang tinggal beberapa minit lagi pun orang sudah buang bunga api.. Silap jam kali dorang ah.. hahahaa... Ini ja saya mau tulis. God Bless u all. Happy New Year...

Sunday

Quote


A fish may love a bird, but where would they live?

[16:33]

Kid tung teo took tee ti yoo kon deaw

MAI KER'I DAI ROO WAA TER PPEN NGAI

KAA'O-KRAA'O NGIEP HAAI MEUA JAAK GAN

TER MEE KRAI MAA TAEN TEE CHAN

LAE'U KAO DEE REU PPLAA'O

MEE CHAN MAI WELAA TEE FAN

REU WAA LEUM TUK REUANG-RAA'O

YANG KIT TEUNG CHAN REU PPLAA'O

MEUA YOO KON DIE'U

TTANG-TTAE KRANG NAN TEE TER MAI YOO

CHEEWIT DOO PPLIEN PPAI

YANG AANG-WAANG YANG SIAJAI

LEUA PIENG TTAE KWAAM-NGIEP-NGAO

YANG KIT TEUNG WAN TEE PAAN

WAN TEE MEE TTAE RAO

TTAE WAN NEE MAN WAANG-PPLAA'O NGAO JAP-JAI

KIT TEUNG TER ROO MAI

KIT TEUNG TER TUK TEE TEE YOO KON DIE'U

[01:17]

Friday

Lagu Jiwang

Sangat bagus ni lagu untuk masa2 macamni.. cheehhh! kah3..



Lirik Lagu

Monday

Award : Beautiful Blogger

yeeeayyyy!!! dapat Award dari lye^^dia 


Lama sudah dapat ni award, saya baru sedar masa melawat2 blog kawan... Terima kasih sama lye^^dia.. Hehehee... Macam betul2 dapat award pula.. Perasan pula.. Hahahaa...


7 things to share :
1. Saya suka warna purple. Kadang-kadang tidak sedar pakai baju purple, beg purple + barang purple selalu. Sampai kawan-kawan pun cakap, "ehh.. purple lagi!" >.<

2. Saya makan ikan dengan syarat orang tidak tanya saya "kau ada pelihara ikan emas kan?".. terus rasa mau buang saja tu ikan goreng jauh2 *sedap jadi tidak sedap*. Rasa bersalah sama ikan! wawawa...

3. Saya tidak suka subjek Fizik tapi sebab stress study Fizik time form 5 sampai matrikulasi, saya balas dendam dengan ambil balik Fizik masa masuk U. Adusss.. Rasa macam buat kesilapan terbesar dalam hidup pula T_T

4. Saya mau melancong pg Paris suatu hari nanti! *apalah, Singapore yg berapa kilometer ja pun belum pernah pg* :D

5. Saya tidak pernah nampak meteor @ taik bintang depan-depan mata. Dulu 1 family stay up malam semata-mata mau tengo meteor. Semua nampak kecuali saya! Lain kali jangan suka tidur.. Mesti sabar tunggu taik tu bintang! adoiiii...

6. Nama samaran yang kawan-kawan panggil : Elbo. Biasanya kalau mereka tau nama sebenar saya Elvyra, dengan muka terkejut mereka datang tanya saya sendiri. "nama kau Elvyra kah pula? Elbo tu bukan nama kau? Kenapa Elbo?" Hahahaa... Saya sudah biasa sama ni soalan...:))

7. Saya tidak pandai bawa basikal.. Wuwuwu T_T... Kesian kan?

Sekarang saya mau tag semua perempuan yang baca blog saya.. Kita semua kan cantik :)

[21:19]

Thursday

A letter from Mom and Dad

Huuu... ni video betul buat saya sedih. Rasa macam mau balik rumah sekarang pun ada.

*sila off lagu blog baru play, muzik ni video best..

Saya anak ke-4 dari 5 orang adik beradik, dan saya pernah jadi anak bongsu selama 6 tahun sebelum saya dapat adik. Masa saya masih kecil, saya la anak paling manja sama mama n bapa. Suka nangis. Kalau saya mau minta satu benda, saya mesti nangis3 sampai dapat. Mesti mama n bapa menderita jaga saya kan. Lepas dapat adik, saya tidak lagi terlampau manja sama mama n bapa. Terus terang saya cakap, tidak banyak benda saya share sama bapa n mama masa saya meningkat dewasa. *hal-hal sekolah, peribadi* saya lebih berdikari dari yang lain. Kalau ada masalah pun, saya diam ja. Tidak kasitau bapa n mama. Saya bukan macam orang lain, orang cakap anak bapa or anak mama yang tiap hari call rumah. Report apa yang dibuat tiap hari. Tapi saya still anak bapa n mama yang nangis2 call bapa n mama kalau ada masalah yang betul2 berat n saya tidak boleh simpan sendiri lagi :P. Kalau ikut hati, saya mau cakap sama dorang tiap hari. Tapi saya tidak kuat bahagian sana, semakin selalu saya cakap sama bapa n mama, makin kuat rindu saya sama dorang. Nanti saya kana HOMESICK. Nanti boleh demam tu.. Kadang2 saya terfikir, macamana la kalau kita kerja sudah? Tinggal jauh dari rumah. Macamana kalau kita hidup dengan family sendiri sudah nanti? Siapa jaga bapa n mama? T_T
Huhuhu... Saya tidak mau jauh2.. Saya mau tinggal di Ranau juga... Saya sayang bapa n mama.

p/s: adehh.. apa la saya merapu ni~ elbo study!

[01:07]

Wednesday

speechless

You know I like you. I even care for you. Sometimes I even think you're more than just a friend knowing na iba na ang nararamdaman ko para sayo. What if mahalin kaya kita? Wag na lang siguro. Di yata masayang magmahal mag-isa!

Friday

Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka


Tuwing ikaw ay nariyan
Sabay kong nadarama ang kabag at ligaya
Ang 'yong tinig wari ko'y di marinig
'Pagkat namamangha 'pag kausap ka

Kaya nais kong malaman mo
Ang sinisigaw nitong aking puso

Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka
At sa habang panahon, ikaw ay makasama
Ikaw na lang ang siyang kulang sa buhay kong ito
Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka

Ikaw kaya ay nais din
Akong makapiling at ibigin
O kay sarap namang isipin
Na tayong dalawa ay iisa ang damdamin

Aking hinihiling na sabihin mo
Ang nilalaman ng 'yong puso

Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka
At sa habang panahon, ikaw ay makasama
Ikaw na lang ang siyang kulang sa buhay kong ito
Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka

O kay tagal ko nang naghihintay
Na sa akin ay mag-aalay
Ng pag-ibig na tunay at di magwawakas

Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka
At sa habang panahon, ikaw ay makasama
Ikaw na lang ang siyang kulang sa buhay kong ito
Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka

Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka
At sa habang panahon, ikaw ay makasama
Ikaw na lang ang siyang kulang sa buhay kong ito
Pangarap ko ang ibigin ka

FRIENDS

[00:20]

Thursday

Tilu - Ku Bukan Aku

Lama sungguh hari berlalu
Hening malam menyiksaku
Bila bersendirian sepi jadi pilu

Kau pergi aku yang hilang
Sedikit pun hidup tak senang
Langit cerah ku renung mendung kelabu

Kerana diriku bukan aku
Tiap kali kau menjauh
Fikiran tak keruan
Jiwa rasa kekosongan
Diriku bukan aku
Tiap kali kau menjauh
Pulangkan dia ke pangkuanku

Yang digemar menjadi bosan
Sukarnya cari ketenteraman
Bila hati bersedih semuanya tak betul

Ku cuba setabah hati melupakan
Dirimu dari ingatan
Tapi semakin dicuba semakin rindu


"Indah Pada WaktuNYA"


Ada waktu tuk berduka
ada waktu tuk bersuka
ada waktu tuk berdiam
ada waktu tuk berkata

Namun diatas s'galanya
ku tahu Allah ku bekerja
mendatangkan kebaikan bagi yang mengasihiNya

Di saat yang kualami
tak sp'erti yang kuingini
di saat tiada jawaban
mengapa harus terjadi

Namun diatas s'galanya
ku tahu Allah ku bekerja
mendatangkan kebaikan bagi yang mengasihiNya

Reff:
Mungkin tak kupahami
apa yang kini aku alami
namun ku tahu pasti
Kasih Allahku takkan berhenti...
kan ku s'rahkan semua pergumulanku padaMu Yesus
kar’na ku tahu pasti semuanya kan jadi indah pada waktunya...

[03:05]

Tuesday

I'm sorry!

"I have waited for you for 2 years and I will wait for you for the rest of my life. Even if that means I have to give you up for the rest of my life, I will wait for you. I love you that much and nothing will ever change that."
-no baru-

you wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore.. I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again.

you know what.. the hardest thing about growing up is that you have to do what is right for you even if it means breaking someone's heart. including your own.

why did I break up with him? well, it's like, once I sat down and looked at the situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. none of the pieces fit together. and even if I tried really hard, the pieces, well they were two different puzzles. that's why I did it, he needs to understand that. I don't know which is worse, being the one with the broken heart or being the person that breaks the hearts.

 just forget about the past. we are never gonna make it.

[02:03]

Sunday

Homesick

Bolehkah saya bertahan untuk tidak balik rumah? Sebab sekarang saya sangat3 homesick..

When you're homesick, you're not sick in the usual way *like with a cold or chickenpox*. Homesick means you're upset, sad, and maybe scared. You might also have a headache or stomachache because being upset can sometimes make your body feel bad, too. It's hard to be homesick because you're caught between two things you want — to have fun with your friends and to be back home where you feel safe. But don't feel weird. A lot of people get homesick, even grown-ups.

Tidak apa la.. Mungkin sebab banyak masalah baru-baru ni jadi saya rasa mau balik rumah ja. Saya mesti bertahan! Saya sudah dewasa tidak boleh macamni ja. Sikit2 homesick, mau balik rumah sudah. Bila la saya mau hidup berdikari?



[20:52]

Speechless

You make my heart melt, and my stomach fill with butterflies. You leave me speechless and yet full of laughter... Your such an incredible man.

napa mesti speechless tiap kali dia ada di depan ???!!! >.<.

Thursday

TEST YANG STRESS

Test PR
1. open book
2. soalan objektif (a, b, c, d or e)
3. lima soalan sahaja
4. 30 minit ( satu soalan 6 minit)

wow.. ni test nampak senang betul kan.. xpayah study pun boleh..

Peraturan:
1. tidak boleh cakap dengan kawan
2. sistem pemarkahan:
    -markah penuh untuk satu soalan ialah 2 markah
    -kalau kurang tepat tp masih betul dapat 1 markah
    -kalau salah 0 markah
    -kalau salah dan langsung tiada kena mengena -1 markah
3. duduk d tempat masing2, jangan jalan2. biar lecturer sendiri yang pungut kertas dari meja ke meja.
    *teringat mcmana lec mgamuk n kasi koyak kertas student sbb jalan2 masa dia mau pungut paper*
4. pastikan nama ditulis..
    *kalau xtulis, markah dgn sendirinya jadi 0*
5. kalau dapat markah negatif, markah test or exam seterusnya akan di tolak.. 
     *cth dpt -3 untuk test satu : test dua dapat 3... so carry mark = 0*!!


wawawa... tidak pernah orang dpt full mark walaupun open book test!! ada org boleh dpt -3 lagi... wahhhhhh!!!!! tiap kali test mesti rasa macam mau pg berperang.. hahhaaa!!

[12:21]

Wednesday

1 new message

1 new message
"hai ***.."
(no baru? malas mo balas)

15 jam kemudian....

1 new message
"ingat kita lagi x?"
(no tadi lagi? macam tau siapa... tapi.. mustahil2)

1 jam kemudian....

1 new message
no baru  : "rindu msia"
***         : rindu msia? manusia or Malaysia?
no baru   : "mesti la Malaysia syg oi. kalau rindu manusia, rindu sorang cukup. i baru balik dari Jerman n u org pertama yang i mesej."
(saya tau siapa pemilik no baru tadi)

huish.. so complicated.. T_T

[13:44]

Thursday

ZZZzzz..

sleep....
makin dekat sama final exam, makin kuat pula saya tidur.. hohuhu..
tolong2... bila mau study ni??

[11:29]

Tuesday

Daily Bread - 19 Oktober 2010

Start where you are in serving the Lord,
Claim His sure promise and trust in His Word;
God simply asks you to do what you can—
He’ll use your efforts to further His plan.




[02:34]

Monday

Kelas FM

Ini la kelas paling boring untuk semester ni..
duduk d kuliah dengan pelajar2 yang saya tidak kenal..
setiap kali masuk ni kelas, saya mesti tidak tumpu perhatian.. boring3..
saya rasa bukan subjek ni yang boring tapi lecturernya yang memBORINGkan..
tapi kadang-kadang kesian pula tengo tu lecturer.. tiba2 membayangkan diri sendiri jadi lecturer tu..
haish.. kena tumpu perhatian juga elbo!

[15:12]

Saturday

pain and disappointment when loving someone

There is always pain and disappointment when loving someone, but you have to continue sharing your love because the more you love,the more you'll get to know yourself, all because every person you love becomes your reflection..


[01:18]

Friday

masih bisa mencintai



When you look in the mirror of God's love, you have real hope. God's love transforms your mind and heals your damaged emotions. Nothing is too hard for God. No matter how sick you are or how hopeless you feel, God's love can make you better. The most powerful force in the universe is God's love, and the most positive force in the universe is God's love. The moment you open your heart and mind to the power of his love, improvement begins.

God created you, and He knows you better than you know yourself. He knows what ails you, and He knows the cure. No matter what therapies you have tried in the past, if you have not experienced God's love, you are missing out on the most powerful medicine in the universe. God's love always makes your life better. If you want to heal a broken heart and drive depression from your mind, a liberal application of God's love will make it happen faster. If you want to restore wholeness to your heart and mind, you need to max out on God's love.

No matter what you have done, and no matter how far off course you have gotten, there is no way to escape from God's love. His love surrounds you, and you will either sink or swim in His ocean of love.

Nothing is to hard for GOD. No matter how sick you are or how hopeless you feel, GOD's Love can make you better.




p/s: Jika engkau masih bisa mencintai ... maka engkau termasuk orang yang besar, karena cinta adalah berkat Tuhan yang tidak didapat dari manapun.

[04:04]

Sunday

HE heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds; (Psalm 147:3)

Healing in progress....


30%


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60%


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90%


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99%


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100%


Healing complete...

[00:41]

Friday

ME


[23:47]

Bilang saja OK~

I'm gonna be alright without you :)

Life is about trusting our feelings and taking chances, losing and finding happiness, appreciating the memories and learning from the past..


[02:36]

Thursday

Survey

SURVEY
how old were you when you first fell in love: 18 years old
what is his name: ...H
where did you meet: ...place that i never had imagine, will never go there again
how long did it last: 2 year
why did it end: it's my fault
do you have any regrets: yes

was it your fault: yes
why did it end: it's my fault
how long did you hurt: 2 years
do you still think of him: yes
what are things you remember: purple rose
do you miss him: so much
do you call his phone just to hear his voice: no ;(
would you do anything different: yes~ semua different
what was his name: ...H
how old are you now: 22 years old
do you want to be with him again: no
do you still talk: no

love: hurt
family and friend interference in your relationship: they know what the best for us
how far should a person go to prove the love they have for you: heal my broken heart and go find me a purple rose


do you want to be in love again: Don’t find love, let love find you. That’s why it’s called falling in love, because you don’t force yourself to fall, you just fall.

[10:19]

Tuesday

Quote


I promised myself I wouldn't think about you...I broke it the first day...

"It's hard to love someone who's in love with someone else, you have to ignore the pain and swallow your pride. Just to be a friend... but that's all worth it because sometimes friendship lasts longer than love."

And I know that I should probably just let go, because I know that it won’t work out and everyone tells me that. So I try to convince myself that I’m better off without him...but then I’ll think of him and remember his smile and I can't imagine myself with anyone else and no matter how hard it will be, I want to be with him.

I like you, a lot, but I'm so afraid that I'll hurt you. If I did, I don't know how I'd live with myself. But I don't know how I'd live with myself if I let you walk away either.

A smile hides a thousand tears and a broken heart.

When you touched my hand for the first time, I wanted nothing more than to hold it forever.

Of course we’ll meet new people and fall in Love again, of course we’re gonna hate each other sometimes and seek ways to hurt each other. . But we'll ALWAYS HAVE A HISTORY THAT WONT LET US FORGET ABOUT EACH OTHER no matter how much we want too.

I’m so scared that I’ll never find someone who loved me the way you do and at the exact same moment, I’m scared to death that I will.

"Tell him that I don’t love him and that I don’t need him anymore. Tell him that I don’t miss him and that I don’t want to see him at all. But most of all..don’t tell him I said all this with tears in my eyes.

I’m a tear.
I’ve been here before.
I know her perfumed fingers.
I know the cold cold floor.
Every time you leave her;
Every time you don’t call..
When she can’t help herself,
It’s my job to fall.

"Tears are a waste of body fluid. They smear your make-up, stain your cheeks, make hair stick to your face, and to top it off they don’t taste that great either. So, don’t let a boy make you cry. That is unless he is willing to fix your make-up, find a magical cure for tear-stained cheeks, dry your hair, and let the tears fall in his mouth."

"After a while, you just can't cry anymore. You just have to believe that what happens is what's supposed to happen, and well, you can't change that, even if you tried. So just dry the tears, and hope that tomorrow will be a better day."

“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.”

“You don't love someone for their looks, or their clothes, or for their fancy car, but because they sing a song only you can hear.”

“I don't pretend to know what love is for everyone, but I can tell you what it is for me; love is knowing all about someone, and still wanting to be with them more than any other person, love is trusting them enough to tell them everything about yourself, including the things you might be ashamed of, love is feeling comfortable and safe with someone, but still getting weak knees when they walk into a room and smile at you.”




[19:31]

Friday

Gita Gutawa feat. Maia - Mau Tapi Malu


Kau yang di sana, siapa dirinya
Buatku terpana
Kesan pertama sungguh mempesona
Ingin mengenalnya

Di kepalaku ada suka yang menggila
Sudikah kamu mengenalku, mendekati aku

Aku mau tapi malu
Ku suka matamu, hidungmu, wajahmu
Dan aku mau untuk jadi milikku

Aku mau tapi malu
Ku suka gayamu, tingkahmu, senyummu
Tapi ku malu tuk katakan padanya

Aku yang selalu punya sejuta cara, cara tuk merayu
Tapi yang terjadi aku seperti ini
Ku bingung sendiri

Di kepalaku ada suka yang menggila
Sudikah kamu mengenalku, mendekati aku

Aku suka
Aku mau
Tapi sungguh aku malu

Aku diam
Aku bingung
aku harus bagaimana
Oh Tuhanku tolong aku
Mengapa ku jadi bodoh
Ku tak tau kenapa
Ku tiba-tiba jadi malu
Ku tak tau tak tau ku tak tau tak tau

Tuesday

Quote

Sad Love Quotes

Sad Love Quotes

Sad Love Quotes

[22:13]
 
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